listen, please..

the reason why i shut my mouth up just because i hate when people don't listen to me. and most people doing so.

i don't know why, my words would be the last option in every conversation i gad with anyone, no matter it's true. it's annoying, because at the last they would regret but do it again and again. refusing me..

even my parent. i know my language is very strange, less people get it but is it that hard just to listen?  well it's okay if they're stranger, but when it's people taht close to you and you care about, it will be hurt..

words are nonsense, when you have no body to listen to you. acts ate nothing when they wouldn't look at you. so what should you do? that's the question on me and i hope you'll text me the answer..

wanna be?

what's your dream? what's your idea? what do you wanna be?

then, i love looking at the sky. i love the stars, and the story beneath them. i spent my whole time reading books of it, then tell my brothers about it everytime we watch the sky at night before sleep, or when we're on ride, that,s why i wanna be an astronout..

and i love historical. i love to know every single story of world, and everyone know it. sometime i watch the movie then i run to my room, get a book and find the fact of story happened, and i remember it well, and i wanna be a historian..

my brother love cars, venicles. he want to be a bus driver, next week want to a pilot, then he dream to be a captain of his own ship. but now if you ask him about it, he'll answer, "No, it's sucks. i'll be a rider,". kids -___________________-

the youngest one is more realistic. he want to be corps. but everytime he hear his brother's wish, he'll change his dream on list and write the same exactly with him secrectly..

now tell me, what's yours?

Weirdo, is it me?

so, this is my first blog using english. my boy request, and i still feel strange instead my english is, weird?

okay, I'm Shinta Listya, that people use to call me weird. why? maybe because of my very basic self is unussual from other. My language is mess, my behavior is a rare one, and my mind just like a suprise box. or maybe else. or yes, i'm from outaspace -_____________-

most people would say that i'm pride, but i'm quite just because i'm scare of meeting people. i'm not good in conversation, specially with new person. but then, when you know me, i'm a riot honestly :)


now i have a strange habits. i can't stop eat, and pee. i don't know why, but everytime i felt hungry even less than half hour i was eat, and every ten minutes i love to get a toilet. my boy said that maybe it's diabate, but i dislike sugar. i hate fat. sooo???


this strange habits, give a effect for my class. one day i left the class, just because i want to eat something salt and rice, so i run to the canteen and miss my class. Unfortunatelly, there's a task, and i don't get a point..
and i have to hold to not get a toilet, and it's hurt. because yes, toilet is my romeo...


less people would understand what i'm saying. even my parents, and my friends will takes three times to get my point. just my brother Gembul and my bbf San, that understand me without words. i don't know how, it's just easy to look straight into their eyes and then you know what's the problem. save the word, isn't it?


there's a lot to tell you, but now i have no words as ussual. i'll tell you later, bye :))